Prayers sent.......

Now for the advice you didn't want:

Hobbies?????     For me, Im not much for going out, seeing lots of people, guess Im an introvert.   One of my favorite things to do is home improvement (on my time)   Run some wires, sheet rock it, mud it, call in a buddy for help once and a while, paint it...... Man,  that leads to a satisfying feeling for me when its done.   Trips to menards just looking for future idea's is gratifying in itself.    Thats for me, Im sure there is something out there for you.

Its ok to feel the way you do, Ive been there, and Ive been the guy with problems leaning on others........  Its hard on both sides when things change, but know the people you have helped along the way have not forgotten you! 

Best wishes to ya!

PS: there are churches that don't have the touchy feely time.   ;)