4caster - 12/23/2010 00:33
And even today, I heard of a friend who got a new job, for which I am always happy for, but know that after this time passes, this friend probably won't have much use for me, now that his problems are fixed.
But when I get into these moods, and just need a friend to talk to, where are they? Oh right, I'm not even a passing thought. Don't get me wrong; they have their families and mates. And I can't be selfish. But dang it, I am always there when a friend needs something. Why can't I get the same treatment?

...I will go to my church for evening services, probably be passed over during greeting moments,...then fall to sleep holding back the tears, ashamed because there are those who won't have anyone to spend Christmas with, or those whose parents won't be with them, or other reasons.

But I am still single and living on the main homestead.